....Im a creep....Im a weirdOo oe oe...

Going to study now. Seriously.

Also, I give awful hugs. Hug? Anyone?

I feel...I feel like putting a drill through the side of my head and tilt it and let the brain leak out of my head and then taking out my eyeballs and putting them in a jar full of cold water and then freezing my eyes. Need sleep. Tired. No. Study:@
NOW!

Nahin Uzma stupid. STUPID!
But I was jus....CHUP KARO TUM! Stupid. Bohat dimag chalta hai tumhara:@
Fool! Perhna nai hai kia? Wana end up like her? Like them? Stupid aurat. Retard. BUS KARDO AB! How much time do you need?
Pagal!
But I dint...NAI BUS KARO!! Chor dou apni bachkana harkatain. Stupid baatain. Pagal. Stop it. Thats NOT you!
Okay?
Now stop acting like a fool. Good girl. We're gona study abnormal psychology today and do that critical appreciation and play farmville. Alryte? Now come on, chin up. Every things gona be just fine.
:)

Society per mazmoon.

Hum sab ek crowd hain. Sab ek dosray ko follow karain hain. Ek bara sa brainless herd hain.
Is herd main koi bhi satisfied nai hai. Herd mai jab loag groups mai divide hojatey hain tou unko people boltey hain. Jab saray groups bannay kai bad ek banda isolate hojata tou saray groups unite ho kar ek bara sa group ban jatay hain. Us group ko society kehtey hain. Society bohat stupid hoti hai, therefore, bohat suck karti hai. Mujhey society nahi pasand. I am a part of society.
This society does not deserve me.
I do not deserve this society.
Extinction per koi 'ghaur' kiu nahi karta?
Mujhey urdu bohat pasand hai. Urdu bohat cool sound karti hai. Main random nahi hoon. Mai intentionally topic change karai hoon. Mai bohat ajeeb feel karai hoon. Im SO close to doing something really stupid and making a complete fool out of myself. But I wont. I know better. And that has always been my problem. I know better.

I spy.

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How do I fix me?

uzma says:
sop

fifa says:
noing

uzma says:
im bored.

fifa says:
im in pain
and bored

uzma says:
you win

fifa says:
lol okay
wat up with u
u never let me win

uzma says:
well...im just trying to be a better person.
you see.

fifa says:
yeah rite
besides dat
wats the real problem

uzma says:
nothing.
why do you assume theres a problem?
Im trying to be a better person and thats it.

fifa says:
okay

uzma says:
you dont believ me.

fifa says:
okay i beleive u

uzma says:
sucker.

fifa says:
did u talk to ******

uzma says:
abt ** *******?

fifa says:
u feeling guilty

uzma says:
yeah
lol
am.

I let people win when I feel guilty:\