Need. Magnum.

Alryte. Its time I came face to face with the truth.
How long am I going to hide it? Its time I made my peace with it.
You maybe surprised to learn this. But. Ready?
I...suck.
...
..
.
Yep...
*inhale*
*exhale*
Now I cant specifically list everything I suck at but take my word for it...Its a long list.
Also my playlist sucks. It basically started sucking back in nineteen.....umm...2006 actually.
Thats when I stopped downloading cuz I discovered all the cool things I could do with google.
['cool' does not involve porn.]
Anyway. Whats done is done. I shall live.

- kia ajeeb cheezian dekhti rehti ho? Pagal hojao gi -

Every time I cant get myself to feel or care I think to myself "what the hell is wrong with me?" Hence, making 'myself' the current issue and discarding any other problem which might exist in the world. Thats my escape.
But. Dont you just adore winter? Like hoodies n sweaters n blankets n pillows n all death-like n dark n ice cream n chocolates n cold n quiet like weeeeeeeeeee....
:D:D <--[Exaggeration of emotions. Refer to post Bleh. ]

A Freudian slip is when you say one thing but mean your mother.
^ I find that really really funny.
You dont?
Awe man...:(

Urooj says:
Hey dude wat ya crackin up in the hizel ma nizel....;p

*sigh*

Dost hai meri. And I love her. Dont. You. DARE. Make fun!

I'll pull your lungs out of your mouth!! <--[Yet another exaggeration.]

According to this documentary "The Arrivals" - a detailed post on that later - Hitler dint kill jews out of pure hatred. There was a greater reason. Fuck the reason right now. But. You dont just wake up one day and question Hitler alryte...Insult!

Hitler did, whatever he did, for 'racial hygiene' and because he was evil and totally awesome.

[Your opinion may differ - Up yours!]

/likewhatevernobodycaresuzma/WELLTHEYSHOULD!/

So...I couldnt sleep the other night...well...I usually cant....but...that night I also couldnt think or feel and got extremely bored. So I started staring in the mirror...I was actually trying to scare myself cuz it was dark and late and the wind was making weird sound outside my window and it just wasnt creeping my out. So just yeah. Then I saw nothing. No hallucinations at all. Then i started thinking of exorcist wali images...and all the other creepy images...still nothing. Then I started playing with my hand like half my hand hanging down the bed and making creepy shapes with fingers like a witch...still nothing. Disappointment!

Theres more to the story but I just lost interest...

:\

Boo!

Its really sick how I compare my feelings for different people...umm...like..
Freud had Oedipus complex....umm...but maybe thats why he came up with all the brilliant shit that he did..D.H Lawrence had the same shit going on but I dont like him. He was lame...If I was in the world war two they'd call me spitfire..:\
Oh and the Freud thing had nothing to do with the statement above.
Okay. I cant seem to precess my thoughts in order ryte now.

Fail.

Okay. Its all funny now..:\

Shitness.

Okay. Wow. We suck. Humans suck alryte. Fine okay Ive said it a billion times...but its true.
Bleh.
yeah.
So...dude..like...how is this fair? How is anything fair? How do I know someone else is feeling shittier than I am..? Like...who gets to judge? I dont feel what the other person is feeling so how do I know...? How do I compare? How do I conclude? Just...okay this is shitty business alryte.
I say shit a lot...>_>
Its a substitute for every adjective I dont know. Bleh.
I love taking showers....Showers are The Shits I tell you...:(
Ugh. Again. I need to learn new words!
Okay this is not at all what I wana write. Too much rush...O_O <---[This isnt me]
Why cant I just transfer my thoughts in your head? Itna trouble to form sentences in my head and type and make sense...like...gaah.

Let's see if you can fit your feet
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like,
to be me, I'll be you,
let's trade shoes
Just to see what It'd be like to
Feel your pain,
you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see
what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

Now Im just using lyrics to cover it up...
Okay. Nothing happens unless you let it happen...or does it?
Know what... i'll just go ahead blame it all on the unconscious. Yep.
Everything is an unconscious effort for whatever unconscious reasons and Im not responsible since Im not conscious about it. Yep.
Disgusting.