so its one of those days when i feel like dying...when i jus wana sleep n never wake up...i dont wnaa talk to noone...dont wana eat...dnt wana see or listen...jus wana block all my damn sense for no aparent reason.

why dont i ever have a reason? why cant i ever identify it? why is there no motivation? Im jus alive for the sake of it..:(
Not a single shit that i look fwd to....

why do i even try!!