Friday, January 23, 2009

up up and away (the post has nothing to do wit the title)

so heres the list of people who are online :

(away)
(away)
(busy)
(away)
(blocked)
encarta - instant answers (my best frnd always there to talk to)

grrrr...tonsils!!! i think its the salad i had ryte before goin to bed! i cant figure out the assignment...am i dumb?:( - hell No!

i hate indian shows....i dunno why ppl watch em...i cant stand the bullshit they try to pull!
wTf is a *chai-la*? anyway - it really annoys me wen ppl say *anywayss* instead of anyway...its ANYWAY...how many ways d u wana take at once? its jus ONE way and its can be ANY...ugh. Look at me concerned abt such important issues.

i HATE tonsils!

i think im getting a heart attack.

I wke up sick after my 5 hr long nap in the afternoon n my heart beat it slow since...:s
lol...
here on dis blog....i sound like everyone that i hate....whyner, loner, quitter (tho i secretly think quitting is FINE) and sick....and not very pretty...hahah
i cant get myself to initite a stupid command on the programming shit...i have no idea what im doin wrong. Ive noticed...since i talk so much here i dont talk to my frnds dat much nemore....i ignored kainats call yestrday..:$

people talk ALOT!! i got to college and girls are all.....blablablablllalalalalalal.....in their loud squeky voice....in van the kids wont stop talkin..."sister emily really likes me" whatever BYCH noone cares!! they jus keep on takling n talking...and wen im home my neighbrs (i frgot ow to spell neighbr again...) children.....dey play and they scream.....and laugh.....my head is bursting...all i wana do is slit their throats....THEY JUST WONT STOP TALKING!!
and if that aint enuff we got TEEVEE.....the noice is killing me!!! my head hurts and i feel nauscious...here i start wit the cmplainin again.....whats wrong with me? i never used to cmplain before.
i hate it wen i wake up tired!!:(

Thursday, January 22, 2009

DIE memory card!!

my stupid cell wont get cnnected......Fuck YOU cellphone!! stupid memry card is corrupted:( I love my cellphone and weneva it betrays me i actually feel bad...:s
assness format bi nai hora!!
toads and pens!!!
i WONT connect....
AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH:@:@

jus took an hour long nap...helpd the heavy head a lil. My pracs on tuesday and i havent done shit yet...my paper sucked and now the prac will too....i jus hope i pass. Oh crap.....i had to call urooj to tell her abt the prac n shit.....i dont wana:$ im tired.....i jus wana sit in this chair and faadee aaawaaay.....mom got the hint and fixing me salad for diner instead of dal n kebab:D:D
i like her!!
away people on my id annoy the shit outa me....and the list keeps on increasing...i mean if u away...what the fuck are u doin signed in? if u dont wana talk appear the fuck offline....what the hell is away suposed to mean? yea yea sum bla bla xplanation...ima try cnnectin my cell again...
and if it doesnt ima trow it away!!

GOT connected:D aand my memry card wont appear...:s its corrupted....why wud u do that to me memry card? why get corrupted now dat i recently updated you with all those beautiful songs? now that i had so many memrble pic in side? why walk out on me now that im so fuking used to you? why do they always go away?:(:(
*TEARS*
*swimming in tears*
*feeling cold and lonely*

i can be such a dramaqueen....i HATE dramaqueens! bloody attention seeking byches who cant take shit n are always looking for sympathy!
im hungry!!!

pens and toads!:@!

my jaw hurts!

so fufu says we dont breathe while we swallow.....WHATEVER AFU:P
i jus ate but im still hungry and i dont like dal...i like black dal but BOAHT BURI bani hai. Moms usually good at it but not today....i dnt mind kebab but that aint no food...its an apitizer!! I want proper food:( shez been working all day so i jus ate a lil without sayin nething (besides dat the dal sucked)...i want food....A proper 5crse meal!!

so i finally figured out whats goin on in my IT class....we're doin programming...i suck at it - BIG!
buh i brought the program tday wit me gona practice like hell...i dont like not undrstanding stuff cuz den i dnt know it and my imagination stumbles n i cnt think of anything funny to associate it with which makes the whole shit alot more boring than it is! Oh and my frnds name isnt farah its mariam! shez cute. No i dont have a lesbian crush on her its just that i havnt made a frnd on my in a while...i jus made one frnd in first grade and thru her ppl jus came along. So yeah!

I love my name....but wen i have to tell it like in a crowd or a class its like really funny...there are alota giggles around....buh i dont mind...All you gata do is watch me - look what I can do with my feet - for ev ev ever - for ev ev ever...abeers id is wetfeet forever....HAHAHAHA.....why abeer? WHY?? lol!

im hungry....i wonder what rida ate.....n kainat....n afu....urooj wont be eating for a while cuz of her braces...hahaha! dunno why i find it funny.....my humor is very serious....to me...like in a disturbing way. i wonder if rida gets irritated wen i ask her what she had cuz i like ask her that alot...so do u get irritated rida?:p
my eyes are burnin.....let it buuurn - let it buuuurnnn - gata let it buuurn!!
my brains freezing again....the skull all heavy...maybe its the tite bun i make. i wonder if jun reads it...i dnt want him to....keeping me frm writin alota shit.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

im hungry:(

im still tired from yesterday, and im bored and hungry...but i dont wana eat!!
its jus soo much of work.....and attention.....like put it in ur mouth...and chew...and chew...and swallow....and breathe at the same time!!
i dont like breathing....i mean...i dnt have to pay attention to it but like....its annoying!!
and watsup with all these frnds? No i love em....:D
ive jus been out of touch...not completely but not involved like i usually am. I think this is my first non-emo post here....well whtever i have another (secret) blog for that shit now.
that stupid chef on tv is annoying the hell outa me WHY is mom watchin it?:@ hes UGLY...dat dude frm masalA tv who does dis suposedly cool (and serious) dance before startin the show on 'welcome'. Is he retarded? blind? slow? somethings wrong with him!

I dont like my IT teacher...he has a funny accent and doesnt know whow to teach...and i hate all the students...dey soo lame...besides dis frnd i made...cant remember her name...but she was laufin on the lame jokes so i dont know. Everyone found it funny...i mean whats so funny abt:

loser : (asking a cmpletely irrelevant question)
sir: "ya tou apney pehley ye crse kara hua hai ya kisi ney aapko batay hai to ask these questions."
class : HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

whers the funny part? Plz telle me if u get the joke cuz the thot is annoying!
the whole class is anoying....I dont like my psychology teacher dis yr....she talks to herself - its disturbing!

I have another class tomoro....I dont like waking up once i go to sleep...thers got to be another way to start a day!! I HATE the colleg canteen...it SUCKS! and i dont have time to fix me lunch in the mornin and i refuse to wake up early to do it. Im hungry...i DONT WANA EAT:@:@ abi tou lunch kara tha phir bhook lagrai hai...yea kia batameezi hai?
oh im gettin alota sypathy frm me mom these days cuz of the tough routine of mine:D I leave at 8 in the mornin n come bak 6 in the evenin so i guess i deserve it!!
My brother bought another game and is goin crazy after it...playing it strait for 7 hrs a day....wen is he gona grow up? the thought that he saw twilight TWICE is disturbing me. Hes like 22...I mean c'mon man!! I cant believ gurls ACTUALLy hav a crush on him...not jus a crush...like a serious goin crazy crush!

I dont like doing Othello in me litearature class....its a vulgar play and i have a lota respect for the teacher...there are like 10 diffrent words used for intercorse and every single time the teacher has to tell us what it means....someones tupping something...HAHAH....shakypee (shakespear) must have been a perv!! Im hungry:@ NAI KHANA MUJHEY:@:@

aarrghh the stupid doorbell...I hate it...main nai khol rai:@

My physics teacher reminds me of sir Lenny.....I miss him:( and sir Romen:(
No literautre class tomoro - dunno why im so relievd! its gona be tiring...but gata do it....for the sake of the stupid future that i dont wish to go thru....no motivation....im not looking forward to anything...its so depressing.....if i dont make it big my lifes really gona be a waste!!

Moms calling me for dinner.....nai kHANA:@:@
im hungry:(
im using a lil too many emotions today....I like being busy...keeps my mind frm wadering - at least on the conscious level....a thot or two slips in frm the unconscious every now n den but its avoidable...i hope i get a damn job dis summer.....ima be TWENTY by the end of the month and i dont have a job yet...i dont want a job...i wana study....ugh!
NAI KHANAAAAAAA:@:@:@:@